unhome

there is surely some part of me, more than has already left, for which this place will be the final rest. i wish i would just die now, i wish i knew of some ultimate mechanism for pain that would bring us to the same place. piece by piece i give myself away, losing myself but without due pain. or something. ............................................................................................. dddddon't know what to do. do you? i hope so. what remains of me, and what lost fragments you can retrieve, is yours for the taking, whenever you will have it of me. wait as long as you will, or as long as others will, and see where it gets us. until then, i wait and rot. <3