the air is teeming with new possibilities... and you know why. i freaking figured out how to feel like i deserve shit, by accepting certain things as punishment. i feel like i earn the right to dominate, when i myself am dominated. i crave to be violated, to be ripped into, desired, used, enslaved... and do it in turn to that other who also craves it. damn it tastes so good.
oh gods i can't write about anything else. my mind is flooded with images of Luis Royo's inspiration, out of unutterably ancient days of blood and lust. that you would give this to me is on the verge of insane thinking.. or rather, quite well past it. LET'S GO INSANE TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!
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